9.22.11 Randoms

• I did a good deed today! I'm even proud of myself.
• Cooked dinner for my grandma.... Then turned around and cooked dinner at home.
• I'm seriously pooped.
• Something about my ex-bf commenting on my FB is confusing.......
• I want to add more people to my 2nd Facebook, but I'm thinking about deleting both profiles altogether.
• I made buttery potatoes & they are DELISH. I may share that recipe if I'm asked.
• Just randomly started reciting Wale lyrics.. I can't remember the song title or who else is featured......
• I also made some of the stickiest, sweetest, crunchiest bbq chicken wings in my entire cooking history.
• So happy that my weight loss is visible.... Now to work on that working out thing -__-
• I figured out what Wale song it was... Rather Be With You <--- click that & listen!
• I want to have one last cookout of the year before it gets too cold. Maybe invite some folks over to enjoy my cooking.
• My mother won't even care as long as I cook enough for the week.
• Facebook & these questions/numbers games bore me... Yet I want to join in: bittersweet.
• Listened to Kanye most of the day.. That guy is amazing.
• Rethinking the whole deleting of my Facebook idea............
• I'm sleepy.... Good night!

9.14.11 End of day Randoms

• Went to the doctor's today and got a decent report... Lost a couple pounds and my shingles are just about gone. I'm excited.
• While in the doctor's office I picked up a March or May 2011 InStyle Magazine, skimming the pages I see Kim K. & Kris Humphries and I read the caption. She's 5'2" & he's 6'9". How do these super short women get these super tall dudes? A tall woman like myself (5'11.5") needs something 6'9" and up to feel small. But 6ft is good enough for me, even 5'11".
• 16 yrs ago my mother came home with this little lightskinned, grey eyed creature named Malik. I watched him grow to become the almost man that he is today. Happy Birthday lil big brother.
• People really take Twitter serious.
• I had a chicken philly today and oh my lawd, I missed that so much.
• I had to add the .5 to my height... That's my true height.
• I miss wearing heels every other day.
• Cushioned platform pumps are everything and I need 2 pairs (black & nude).
• Watched some of Dr. Oz's "Arsenic in Apple Juice" episode today and OH MY G! I will never ever ever drink apple juice again.
• Yum. Yum. Yum. Common is on Jon Stewart's show right now. That's one fine man.
• I listened to most of Watch The Throne and I feel bamboozled. Otis isn't even up there, what type of bull is that?
• I also downloaded my guilty pleasure song........ Well a new one.

Randoms for the first day of school....

• I'm not in school but my lil big brother is, starting Junior year in HS. Time has definitely flew.
• So, I spent about 4 hrs in the emergency room yesterday to figure out why I have still been feeling sick & getting fevers: SHINGLES.
• What's crazy about all this is that I've had the chicken pox 2 times as a kid and with me getting the tonsillitis, that virus woke up the chicken pox in my system.
• Shingles fact: 1 in 5 people who have had chicken pox will get shingles. How the hell did I get chose?
• This little girl from church whose hair I do, called my mother a total of 8 times in the past 4 days to try to get her hair done for school.... YESTERDAY. How rude is that? You wait until the holiday/last day because you were out of town. Whose to say I would have been in town?
• Then her mother called my house to speak to my mother like I'm lying about being sick.
• I swear I hate people. If I'm telling you I'm sick, guess what? I'M FUCKING SICK. Leave it at that.
• The tonsillitis cleared up by the way. AWESOME.
• That IV I had in hurt. (Yeah I'm a punk)
• Watching AMTV (videos on MTV in the morning), this is so different from the MTV I watched when I was 10.
• Hearing Anthony Kedis' voice is refreshing.... Red Hot Chili Peppers.
• I'm going back to sleep since it's still early.

9.2.11 Randoms

• Yesterday was the first day since I've left the house while sick. I felt great until I got a fever..
• I have officially been sick for 2 weeks and it's a off and on thing.
• Today will be the 2nd day I leave the house and I'm hoping that I don't get a fever while I'm out.
• My toe nail color has been the same for about 3 weeks. That's not normal for me.
• I haven't worn lipgloss or lipstick in 2 weeks.
• Being way too old for a Christmas list, I told my family if they get me anything this year, make sure it's a sewing machine.
• I got my bill for my ER visit yesterday: $450 for 3 liquid Tylenols, a strep test, and that's about it. Not having medical insurance is a bitch.
• I have a spot of eczema on the nape of my neck that is soooo not sexy and it hurts.

8.11.11 Random Thoughts

• What's today?! THURSDAY!!! Idk why I feel so blah.
• That last one was a lie, waking up at 5:30am to watch a cranky, spoiled baby is why I feel so lethargic.
• Yeah, I said lethargic.
• Tomorrow is going to be full of baby vomit, free HD cable, and close relatives. I really can't wait for that family get together.
• I talked to "Like" last night.. :D :D
• Why did the baby I watch have on the same outfit he had on yesterday? How can you not wash your baby?
• I totally under-charged these folks for watching their kid 8.5 hrs a day, for 5 days should equal way more than $20/day.
• I'm too nice sometimes. It's a gift & curse.
• Why do parents call to talk to a baby that can not respond back? Like that makes no sense at all!
• I have to stop saying like in front of everything. It's annoying.
• I want to make a random photo montage of myself. Is that vain?
• I need some olive oil so I can go back to oil pulling.
• I may delete my Tumblr.
• The DC trip is going to just be the DC trip next week.. No NYC this summer for me at all. FML ;( :(
• I'll be doing a photo post of this weekend's events with the fam.. That is if I don't forget my camera.
• JUST FIGURED OUT WHAT SONG MY SISTER WAS ASKING ME ABOUT LAST NIGHT!!! The mystery is solved now. Case closed.

Late night thoughts

• I saw that I got a email from Blind Fury's website. When did I sign up for that? Did someone sign him? Dude is decent.
• Babysitting for the next 4 days from 6am to 4pm. At least it's going to put some money in my pocket.
• Doing hair as a hustle isn't happening. Guess that's cool since my heart isn't in it like it use to be.
• I'm getting better and better at painting my nails with little to no mistakes. I would love some new colors and crackle polish.
• Once I get my sewing machine, I'll be making plenty of no pattern needed type of things like maxi dresses and some easy tops.
• I have to think of more topics/posts for my hair blog.
• I wonder if the 3Ls think about me as much as I think about them.
• Green is my color and I just realized it today.
• The weekend can't get here soon enough.
• 5:30 is going to be here quick.
• I wonder where I'll be in the next year because I can't be in the same place.

8.9.11 Randomness

• The internet is so boring to me, recently.
• No phone + no life = BORED all the time. Seriously.
• I just realized I'm in LIKE, LOVE, and LUST. How does that even happen?
• Our DC family trip may turn into our NYC family trip and I would love that more than anything!
• Craisins are little jewels from heaven.
• Finally went to VA Beach this past weekend. It was awesome, I got my salt water taffy & ate 2 boxes.
• Snapped a couple pics while at the beach, and I must say my backyard is looking really full these days and I LOVE IT!
• I haven't eaten an entire meal in about 5 days. Is that bad?
• Family reunion this weekend will feature alcoholic beverages, cursing, fighting, and just ignorance and I'm completely down for it!
• I had to Google how to spell alcoholic, that can't be good at all.
• I start my 6 day long baby sitting gig tomorrow morning around 6:10am. YIPEE.
• I want a sewing machine BADLY. I have so many ideas of things I want to make (from Youtube inspiration) but no sewing machine :(
• Twitter is wack. I think it's more of certain people I follow. It may just be me.
• Working on a real post soon.

Random Thoughts of the early day

1. I want to leave VA. More so the wing of my mother.
2. Got a new toothbrush yesterday & I love it..
3. Looking for a job is a job and I hate it.
4. Brought a pattern to make a dress but I'm not going to use that until I get a sewing machine.
5. Oh, I'm going to start making clothes.. First piece is going to be a pencil skirt.
6. I need to rest up, we have a big delivery coming & a service man to fix the fridge tomorrow..
7. Still haven't heard anything back from those interviews.. I'm not sure if I really care though.
8. Been listening to Amel Larrieux's Bravebird album for the past couple of days. I'm in love.
9. Online job applications are the worst things ever invented for a person with a short attention span since it's not entertaining.
10. With #1, I wouldn't mind doing something not all the way thought thru like just leaving the homefront with no exact location in mind until I get there..

Randomness for 7/29/11

• I'm feeling real blah. I need change. GOOD change.
• 2 things I want in the near future: Cleared up credit & an iPhone. Smh, got my priorities all in lined lol..
• Going to see Transformers 3 (again) tomorrow with mom..
• Tuesday will be here before I know it... *blows bangs*
• Of all the potato chips we could possibly have in the crib, Salt & Vinegar are all that's available.. Beyond gross is an understatement.
• Peach ice cream is my favorite thing as of last night.
• Still haven't heard back from either one of those interviews.. What the hell?! I'm more than qualified for both of them.
• Twitter is only fun when sex is the main topic...

Btw, I have always loved sex from what my mother told me.

Random Thoughts 7/28/11

• I'm so tired and I do nothing all day long. I was never this tired when I was working 2 jobs & doing hair on the weekends.
• Researching becoming a licensed barber. Good?
• Still haven't heard anything back from those 2 interviews.
• Bestie, Mom, & I may go to the movies tomorrow.
• I'm tired of doing NOTHING!
• I want to be where he is.... That's a new thing to me too.
• Heart still on my sleeve... He knows the full truth now.
• Woke up to a little poetry from him was the 2nd best thing that happened this week.
• Next Tuesday is "Ebony be up all damn day waiting on people Day".
• I need to be in NYC the last week & a half of August so I can go to Afro Punk with my sister.
• Cell phone is still off and I'm cool with it..

Random Thoughts 7/16/11?

• Idk today's date.
• Mom & I walked 2 miles on this trail.. That shit beat my ass, but it was kinda worth it.
• I missed not 1 but 2 calls from this place wanting to interview me for this position and people were home both times. How awesome!
• Had another "I want one" moment in Sam's Club today when I saw these cute little boys. *deep sigh*
• The house phone rang at 10:30pm on the dot & my heart stopped. I thought it was someone I wanted to talk to but it was my brother instead.
• Just because you get older doesn't mean you get wisdom. I wish more people realized this.
• Can I just say again, Transformers 3 was amazing!!!
• I hate how people stare at me but don't say anything. Wtf you looking at me like that for, people?! lol
• 2 words: MY ASS! Omg, it is sore.
• If I can't get out of going to church, I'm gonna have a serious attitude all day long. Bet money.
• Saw my ex something Friday, he's so not attractive to me anymore. That normally doesn't happen to me.
• I know I keep saying how bad I want to be married, I just want a boyfriend for the time being.. The married thing can come after that lol.
• I hope I kinda can't make this DC family vacay because I'll be working. My mom pisses me off so easily and that little 3 or 4 hour drive is going to be too much.
• Dad isn't done working on my car yet.. Hope he finishes before the 1st.
• I haven't worn my favorite sandals in a while.... They are so sexy smh.
• I had the hardest time finding banana clips, but I found some.. Been banana clippin it up since Thursday!
• How to Train Your Dragon is the most heroic & saddest movie ever!
• How do people have thousands of friends on FB?!
• I want passion!!!!!! Thug passion, plain passion, just some damn passion.

Randomness for 7/14/11

• Why can't I find my short banana clip?!
• I'll be buying some banana clips today.. I'm tired of ponytails & bobby pins.
• I'm hungry, but not hungry. So I won't be eating.
• Day 3 or 4 of no meat & I'm feeling great about it.
• These vaginal cramps can kiss my ass.
• May go apply for this Property Manager position since I do know a little about the field.
• We (my mother) has set the dates for our DC trip next month & my sister is going to meet us there.. Super amped about it.
• Pank dress with pank toes... A good and a bad thing to me: they match.
• I'm so tired of scratching where this eczema is.
• I need to do a real post even though I'm enjoying these random thought posts.
• Disco hasn't died, just moved... And I need more of it in my life..

My favorite old song the past couple of days:

Early morning randomness

• Fell asleep on the couch like a old bastard.
• My nose piercing almost closed up.
• My whole vagina is throbbing in pain right now. Wtf is going on down there?!!!
• I didn't wrap my hair up last night :(
• I think I'm ovulating. Yay -__-
• If I had money in my bank account, I would of brought Nikki Jean & Vandalyzm's latest work YESTERDAY!
• Why tell me you're going to do something and you don't? It's just a waste of my time & your breath.
• I need to paint my toes. My mom & I have the same color, ugh!
• I love my face more when I have my eyebrows done..

Mid Day Thoughts 7/12/11

1. The smell of garlic coming out my pores is sickening.
2. Buttered toast is all I want. And it's all I had this morning.
3. Hydrocortisone cream is a godsend for my eczema.
4. I'm all for loving who you choose to love, but the gay porn on my Tumblr dashboard is too fucking much.
5. Water & a banana.
6. Bottled water is the only water I drink outside of NYC tap water.
7. I finally figured out what works for my skin!!!
8. Forgot I have this almost empty jar of Nutella in my room as I finished my banana. :(
9. We need more bread. I'm on that 24 hour, all bread diet (said in my best Drake voice).
10. Should I try to post something up here everyday or is that too much??

Your responses would be nice on this last question.

Random Thoughts 7/11/11

• Sinus headaches suck. I was in the bed all day.
• I "forgot" to go do this lil girl's hair today. I hate dealing with her mother, ugh!
• Totally missing out on some of the greater things in life like being in NY, spending time with my sister, going to summer concerts, going to see the Tribe Documentary (about A Tribe Called Quest, duh).
• This chick on Youtube doing videos & her mouth looks like she eats cigarettes for a living.
• Meat is gross!! Back to being a vegetarian I go.
• After all this time off, thinking, and reflecting on myself & my life; I still don't know what I want to do in life. How awesome :|
• Back on my vitamins too.. How bad is it for me to take prenatal vitamins when you aren't pregnant?
• I want to see Transformers 3 again.
• Split ends are a bitch!!!
• KILL PEOPLE, BURN SHIT, FUCK SCHOOL! (And I'm not even in school!!!)
• I'm tired of NSA sexual relationships. I said that like I'm in several, it's just one.
• Why won't someone surprise me & pay my phone bill?
• I love surprises, btw. I never get any.
• I had an anxiety attack when my Dad didn't show up the other weekend. I didn't tell anyone about it either.
• These Skittles I had earlier were by far the best bag of Skittles I have ever had in life.

I have a couple posts in Drafts that need to be finished...

Random Thoughts 7/6/11

• My Dad needs to hurry up & finish the work on my car....... Well his car that he's giving me.
• 2 jobs. Need them! BADLY!
• Pay my debt down before 6/1/2012.. I don't even know how possible that is.
• No vacations until my debt is gone!!
• MONEY IS MY MOTIVATION!!!
• Save to move out.. My mom is getting crazier by the weeks.
• Compiling a list of expenses and fees needed to move out, still haven't done this yet.
• NO DEBT!!! I swear I fucked myself in the ass with that car & credit cards... Never again.
• Saving money is so easy to do when you have nowhere and no one to spend it on...
• FIRST BIG BUY ONCE I START WORKING IS A LAPTOP THAT I CAN FILL WITH PORN & MUSIC.
• Sentara will never see that $1,500 for their crap ass service & I promise that...
• Since I'll probably be working like a slave, relationships will probably be on the back burner.. Those who love me will understand, hopefully.

Next post is lucky number 69, and will be dedicated to sex (but of course it is)...