Celibacy no more...

So I had sex. Twice. The first time was pretty good. I did get mines a couple times, but he didn't.. Oh well for him. Anyhow, it wasn't as good as I wanted it to be since it wasn't with the person I wanted it to be with. The second time was okay.. Nothing to brag about. I won't be having sex again for a while because not having awesome, great sex is so not worth it.

I'm not getting....

Any sex!!! At first it was by choice. I had sex 2 times in 2011 and each time it was wack. Some guys just need to stop, go back to HS, get a older woman, and try again.

Fast forward to today & one of my bestie's brought up the cut buddy option. The last time I had a cut buddy, I went outside the guidelines & caught feelings. I kinda feel like I shouldn't have a cut buddy, but on the other hand I have needs.. I'm thinking to just go without until someone decent shows up.... Whenever that will be.
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